Really who can work this way
it’s a matter of
waking up to the world’s problems
depression
marital
self
work
me, I am grasping working from home - isolated
for a big insurance company providing mental health counseling
over the phone
my mental health is deteroiating
i feel like my callers
how can this be done
working home alone where in this field we need to process our feelings.
My callers get to
they get support
they get what they need
I don’t
My co-workers don’t know me
I don’ get any insght to how they cope
Cope with people’s hardships and depression
it isnt easy
My company’s is motto is work life balance
i have none
the line between work and home is blurred
I use my electricity to work
this biz- calling all dogs
gives me focus
gives me a moment
of direction.
For the other parts of me
the creative part that is unobtainable
that i have less faith in is what I want !
half in between the shade
trembling downwards
thoughts uneasy
Wayne
today
i listen
you are the same
from the first time i met your voice
wished fullfilled
i am trying
its not there
the torment with inspiration
the struggle to stay
today ends
with unbearable sadness once again
my body aches with „„„
i dont even know how to explain
I know I want somethings to be different
I would say that the thrust of my life has been initially about getting free, and then realizing that my freedom is not independent of everybody else. Then I am arriving at that circle where one works on oneself as a gift to other people so that one doesn’t create more suffering. I help people as a work on myself and I work on myself to help people.
